Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Kena saman kalau x berkabung

ya..its true.. today saya pegi klas ada kain itam ikat di tangan kiri tanda berkabung. At least better la daripada pakai tudung or selendang.Naah..won't wear it..Panas ba sini..
Sesiapa yang didapati tidak memakai tudung/selendang putih dan songkok hitam bertaris putih akan disabit kesalahan dan disaman RM25 oleh pakcik makcik guard UiTM Segamat sekalian.. Which is their favourite job to do. Ini baru di UiTM Segamat, di bandar Segamat lagi la. Ada suda urang kena saman RM300 gara2 x pakai pakaian berkabung.. Wajib nih untuk orang bekerja di Johor pakai pakaian berkabung untuk 7 hari berturut-turut sempena berkabung untuk Almarhum Sultan Johor yang mangkat minggu lalu.
Hmm..leceh..tapi peraturan mesti di ikut.. Apalagi kami ni yang non muslim.. berabis ba gunting kain itam bagi2 untuk ikat di tangan saja..haha..
Bha..ini seja entri kali ini..lupa kasi include bei tadi..hihi.. ^_^

Babai~

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At last.. I found her..

Wah..mcm bru jumpa urg ilang ba tu tajuk..haha.. Bukan apa, baru sa tejumpa tu Practical Advisor sa td.. naah..nasibb..kalau x, x la sa tau apa2 perlu dibuat..huhu..
Nasib baik dia ok woo.. x marah2.. sama team sama dorg Ms Henny sma KP Mus...hihi..sa ska.. bis dorg luchu ni..
Sa masih lg blum decide company mana mo praktikal..buli juga company biasa tapi mesti dapat Department Accounting, kalau x tida buli da blang tu lec sa..
Surat sa trus siap woo tadi..hihi..datang ja trus mnta nama sma no IC.. Dan..mcm biasa, misti urg heran napa IC sa no ganjil di ujung.. '7' kan ujung IC sa.. no ganjil untuk lelaki.. Da blang tu lec sa skarang no problem kenen nnt yg ada problem tym kawin..haha.. trus sa putung cakap da,"sa suda kawin la puan.. anak dua lagi". No problem pun tym kawin sma buat surat branak anak sbb surat branak sa betul. Tu tym bikin IC ja tu ada masalah..Juling kali mata tu tukang key in no..badui btul..Pehh.. smpai skarang laki sa ulu sa lelaki sebab terang2 kna tulis d Mykad 'WARGANEGARA LELAKI'
Aih...bikin malu.. tp xpa..as long as my surat beranak x ilang, sudah.. lagi 1 sa kira mo p JPN balik la ni mnta pngsahan jantina.. sbb dulu sa tnya tu kawan d JPN x dpt buat apa2 suda tu sbb smua sijil2 guna no tu suda kan. mana buli tukar suda... paling2 dpt mnta surat pngsahan jantina ja sbg bukti.. Aish.. bnyak karenah btul..pdahal bukan salah saya..
Apa2 pun, biar la tu semua tu. Sa tetap wanita sejati.. Suda ada anak.. dan ada stretchmark..Arghh! biarpun sa x suka, tp itu la bukti kita jadi ibu kan pompuan²???
Ilang2 suda ba.. pndai sa cr losen2, bio oil, palmer's lotion semua untuk mnghilangkan 'DIA'.. (tp mc ada juga sikit..huhu)
Biarla.. x juga lari laki sa tu.. hihi.. =P

Monday, January 25, 2010

Kemangkatan Sultan Johor

Hmm...hari ni pi klas, semua kna suru bkabung.. kna suruh pkai tudung putih, baju hitam and songkok..
I know la in order to respect the deceased kan..tp, kesian kawan sa..kna tahan mak guard gara2 x pakai tudung putih td pg. Why? kami kan non muslim..mesti ka? Bukan apa.. mak guard tu btul2 mnta puji..setahu saya, kakitangan kerajaan diwajibkan pakai those mentioned clothes for 7 days in a row. Iya..memang la kami d johor, sempena memperingati, tapi mcm mana jg urg teda tudung? trus di suruh pakai selendang lagi.. mak aih.. sengsara la kami..nasib baik bukan saya yang kena.. kalau la saya, saya jawab saja tu mak guard tu. Bukan kita salah kan.
Sedangkan lecturer saya sendiri cakap kakitangan kerajaan dimestikan pkai semua bendalah tu (yg d johor) student pun ble pakai juga.. tp kami yang non muslim ni jgn la ba dipaksa..
Yang lain2 teda pun pakai... masih juga baju warna warni...tudung warna warni..
Tp the fact is, Segamat out of stock sda tudung kaler putih...haha..my lec crita td..
Adeh..1 yg best hari ni, teda klas petang..yeehuu~~
Ada conference dgn Vice Chancellor bru bei tu lec2 semua..hihi..
Tp bisuk ada la..tp jadual sa teda klas ptg bsuk..hihi...apa sa meripik ni?
Bha..suda2 la ni ah mamy... ada assignment tu mo buat due bisuk..K.. gotta go now.. Daa~

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Waiting for the train...



hmm..every SUnday, I'll be like this..waiting for the train at 2 o'clock..sometimes it got delayed till 5 pm..and I'll be here stuck! and waiting for it till it come.. Wi-Fi free..hehe..coffee bean pnya.. huahua..wlaupun ada broadband sama2..haha..malas mo plug in2 bei.. adeiss.. i hate Sundays..since I had to leave my 2 sons again for 5 days.. paham2 la..student ni..misti mo pi kuliah kan..lu x pi free2 kna kick out..
Wahh! barat beg sa.. bkn pasl baju, tp makanan.. In law pmpuan sa kc tapau banyak makanan.. nahaa... bau bosou la tu tren karg tym sa mkn nasi...keteh..jeles pogi dorg tu.. ^_^
Well.. back to student life again.. and this when I'll start blogging actively... AGAIN..
yadayadayadaa...
Too much typing.. Bye now~

Dilemma..

Huhu..teruk ni dilema mlanda jiwa.. (kali ni entri dlm bhsa sabah)
Bingung ni.. Samada mo hantar baby Harvey balik Sabah atau x.. Kesian jg ba my inlaw.. pnat ni..suda la siang2 keja..now ada baby Harvey, tpksa bjaga mlm lg mo kc tidur.. xtau la c Harvey ni..tym sa ada, nyenyak ja da tdur..bgun pun pkul 5 sda mnta nenen..tdur awal.. tp bla sa blik Segamat, da buat hal pla.. ataupun da rindu sa..huhu..
Hari tu bincang sma husband, kira mo hantar balik Sabah.. biar mamy sa yg jaga...lagipun mamy suda ckp awal2 da snggup jaga..da tlmpau sayang sda kan... 1 bln lbih d sabah..Tapi..problem lg.. x sanggup kmi kc lepas c Harvey ni walaupun beberapa bulan saja..Tapi, kalau terus kc biar di sini pun kesian juga sma my in laws.. adess.. dilema.. dilema..
Bukannya bermaksud mo hantar dia balik Sabah, kami x sayang dia... sayang ba.. sangat sayang.. tapi terpaksa suda..x maw kc susah2 dorg disini ba.. sa pun x dapat janji dapat balik KL every weekend.. Ada komitment lain juga kan d kampus.. adeii... susah juga ni.. jadi mamy/isteri/student dalam 1 masa.. btul2 mencabar woo..
Bila mo balik KL tym ngam2 ada aktiviti, tpksa taapun ja la sma tu aktvti..becoz family comes first... tp klu aktivit wajib oleh Uni, terpaksa la x balik jumpa husbnd and starring2.. huhu..
Mggu ni sa balik KL pun, kelam kabut kasi siap assignment.. 2 minggu suda mcm ni.. hari 4 mlm, mesti berjaga kasi siap assignment, due hr jumaat..lpas tu pagi Jumaat, print..then pigi hantar di ofis lecturer lpas tu blari lagi pigi bustop supaya dapat kejar bas yg paling awal..
Penatnya.. Tapi sepa la saya untuk merungut2..semua orang pun penat ba buat hal masing2.. tapi mungkin saya extra siiikit.. hihi..

Apa2 pun..berabisan suda ni mengerah tenaga untuk buat yang terbaik..jaga hati semua pihak (walau hati sndiri x tjaga) tapi tanggungjawab tetap tanggungjawab.. misti buat.. kalau x buat, SALAH!

Dilema wahai dilema.. saya pun nda tau mana satu patut sa pilih.. Please..tunjuk saya jalan Ya Tuhan.. ='(

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I'm sick of all this 'batu api' thingy!!!

Huh! I'm sick of hearing all the piece of schit told by her.. 1 minute this..then 1 minute that.. Makes me cry... blur.. and got into argument.. can't u just point it out straight to me.. just spit it out.. no harm.. i can accept it.. I'm not childish.. I'm 23 now.. so why is it so hard to talk to me? why must make me had a fight with him..?

Geez! I don't know what have I done..so just tell it to me straight if you don't like something about me.. I'll correct it.. Isn't it easier that way.. please.. I'm a person who can stand criticize.. you're the one who don't. Thats why you burst it out when I scold u for something.. In fact I did it in a very soft spoken way..

Gosh! i don't know what else to say.. i don't hate you.. i never hates anyone.. I got no name in my enemy list. NONE! becoz though I fought them once, it didn't stays in my heart forever.. The next day, I'll totally forget it.. CONFIRMED!
So why is it so hard for you? huhu..

Darn! I hate myself for being pathetic..
Lord.. please show me the way.. I don't want it to be like this..

~miserablyinpainandhurt~

Friday, January 15, 2010

Saya malas suda pigi kuliah..huhu

Tym cuti 1 sem thn lalu, brabis ckp rindu mo pi kuliah la..kawan2 la..tp skrg? nahaa..hangat2 taie ayam ja pla rupanya..erreii~
Bukan apa.. last sem boring kan, the whole 1 sem di rumah seja..x buat pa2..pling2 pun masak utk c Chenta..pastu on9..adehh..mnahan sakit lagi kna kick2 oleh c Avie..(Harvey)
I'm tired of all the theoretical part bha.. x mncabar lgsung..bikin ngantuk ja tiap kali pi klas..membebel ja sa dngar..pndai sakit ni telinga..nsib baik x bdarah..
pastu presentation..presentation...aiya..kick woo silibus sem ni..suma mo presentation.. ni balik rmh pun x trehat..sbb mmbawa dorg c Haven main2..rindu bei sma durg..
next week, full ke'busy'an..quiz la..hntar report la..presentation la..adeh..cmana la ni mo handle..But! I'm not a quitter.. Wlaupun slepas introduction sa yg mcm btul2 benci kuliah td, saya tetap akan teruskan what I've started.. kejap ja ba tu..kirop2 ja tu mata x sdar suda 1 thn limpas..trus ada keja...trus dpt gaji bsar(chett poodah~)..trus kawin...eh? aiya..lupa..kawin suda tcapai pla tu..hihi.. build my dreamhouse...hehe..
(Bha..suukup!!! temaww dingar lg ko meripik!!) kmu blang tu kan dlm ht.. Kidding..

Aihh! pa2 pun..just wanna keep my blog updated ba ni..tu la..seja2 buat entry yg mmburingkan..ish..Kay la..

oya..my juniors keeps flirting me in class.. Luchu.. If only they knew I'm a mom and somebody's wifey, maybe they'll throw up! haha... (aih..bangga ni..still got the looks mngkali ni..haha..)

Bha.. I know... a lil bit snobbish there... biar la ba kan? That is also a way of gaining confidence bha kan? hee~

Chaw la ni... bubye~

Monday, January 11, 2010

Tell me..

Hye all..

Nothing much to share with you guys today..Its just a boring-go-to-lecture stuff..sure you don't wanna know it..

Let's talk about F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Should we or shouldn't we tell peeps about our friends' past? Especially that 'peeps' is our relatives/family..?

U tell me..

Should we or shouldn't we tell the truth about our friends' downfall to our relatives/family especially when it comes to they were going to have commitment? *such as couple2?*

U tell me..

Should we or shouldn't we be labeling ourselves as a backstabber when we tell them the truth about this 3rd party true story?

U tell me..

I feel like I'm a firecrackers.. I mean... Stone fire.. Eh? Ah..Alang2...Batu api..

The other party is my friend from childhood..and the other party is my relative..People around me told me to do this..They said.. "tell him the truth about your friend.. His our family.. You shouldn't kept anything away from him if u know something is not right about her.."

Same goes with my bestfriend.. "..It's better for him to know the truth..because they've just met each other..there's so much more that he didn't know about her.."

And this what goes around my mind.. "just tell him..then, let him decide whats the next step..Your job is only to tell him the truth..There's no harm to let him know it.."

Then I felt disgust at my own self.. "I'm such a BIG MOUTH!"..."I'm a Jerk!.."

Then my love ones tell me this.. "If he really loves her, he'll accept her as she is..U'r job is finished once u tell him..that's all..worry no more.."

A lil' bit relief I guess.. After hearing that from him.. (itupun sbb da x thn sda tngu sa bingung2)..

Sigh! Life is so hard to live.. Too many constraints..

P/S:I'm not a backstabber..okay?
I really mean it..
I'M NOT!

Friday, January 8, 2010

Some Indian PERVERT at Railway Station

Sorry for the harsh title post..I'm not being racist.

Today's Friday.. (Usual day that I'll be back to KL).. Though I'm at home (KL) this very moment..But I don't think I can forget what happen to me this morning..

I was waiting for the train from Singapore - KL this morning..So I left hostel around 8.30 am..reached the train station around 9 am and wait there.. ALONE... becoz it was still early.. all the groceries stores hasn't started their business yet..so all I can see is the KTMB worker..most of them are Indian..

I sat at the bench and read my Galaxie magz.. When suddenly an indian man pass me by but stared at me in somewhat-not-comforting-way for me... then I see his white teeth..He's smiling at me.. I didn't smile back, becoz his smiles gives me the creep..

Another minute, I can see from far he was talking with his friend and pointing at me.. I felt weird yet scared..so I pretend not seeing them.. Both of them slowly walks towards me and the 1st man whom I've mention before start acting weirdly..He was like un-butonning his pants and belt.. I was scared hell to death thinking this and that.. R.A.P.E is what I was thinking at that very moment.. Before they reached me, I run myself as quick as I can to the other side of the road towards the bus terminal.. I was crying also..like an insane women.. But thank God, I managed to escape from those two perverts+asshole+urg sundal..

Yep..my train ticket was burn just like that..who cares..as long as I'm safe and sound.. I just wanna go home and be with my sons..and hubby (not forgetting)..

Speaking of him..hmm.. He makes me cry.. Not knowing what happens to me this morning, he marah² me pla sbb nek bas.. but.. Let me just keep it for myself.. No big deal.. misunderstanding seja bei..

Riuh sana sini pasl Church kna bkr..who to blame? the vandalisme+wrongdoer la..don't blame the religion.. Apa² pun.. Don't blog about this topic.. Already warned by the News at 8pm td.. kna tgkp klau ada unsur² hasutan in the blog or whatsoever..

Lastly,
" your enemy as you love yourself"
"Forgive their trespasses"
"pray for world peace"
Jesus teaching is full of .. We should be grateful of being Christians (Christ's follower)

P/S: mari pikul salib sendiri...

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Back to student life..

Yeah..after skipping 1 whole sem last year, finally back on track on my studies..well of course I misses my son EVERYDAY, but still..study must go on.. Only 1 yr left ba..alang² if quit now..I never quit what I've started.. Coz I'm not a quitter.. Well..4 days already pass..and tomorrow will be on train going back to KL to see my family..uhh..so far la we..huhu.. ='( Whatever it takes, my husband still supports me..morally and physically..hehe..

Iklan kejap---> I miss him..his chubby facey..

Yesterday was a big hit for me.. I win jackpot!! haha.. well.. i'm exaggerating.. haha..
Mcm ni ceritanya... This sem supposed to be I didn't get my PTPTN..last sem sa suda dpt ba..tym tu study leave lg tu..so the HEP ckp sa x dpt sem ni..next sem bru dpt.. Tp kmarin, tym sedi² p cucuk ATM, sa kc kluar 2 kad..BIMB sma CIMB..tym guna BIMB sa c kluar rm5o ja sbb last I checked tggl tu lg d bank..hihi..then bla bru mo cucuk tu CIMB kluar la tu slip BIMB..pnya tkajut sa ada 3K lbih dlm tu..x jd trus cucuk CIMB..senyum² kambing ja blik p keta sewa..happy..sbb kring² problem solved! yeah..buli suda byr yuran..my hubby pun x pya bg² duit lg..hihi..slamat..slamat..makaseh God for answering my prayer..

Lagi 1, kmarin sa terserempak Mr.Snake on the way msuk bilik kawan sa..pnya sa tkajut!!! kicil ja ba..tp itam la..mati jg lau na patuk.. tym tu sa mo msuk blik sa, skali tnampk ular mlingkar² p msuk tu bilik kwn d depan blik kmi..aih! nsib bek bkn bilik kami.. pa lg.. cpat² kol unit kslmatan pggl dorg tgkp tu ular.. daaaaannnnn...ni la anak ular yg kesian sesat mencari mamanya mungkin tu..

Isk! Malu² lg ba tu abg tkg tgkp ular kenen..hihi
Kici kan? hihi..tp kecoh trus 1 blok..at the end of the sesi tgkp ular, everybody were grateful to me bcaus kprihatinan saya terhadap jiran bilik (pdahal tkut ular msuk blik kmi pla!)..hihi..happy ending btul 'Yesterday'.. Chaws..bnyk keja mo bt.. daa~