It's not the same.
It's even way much more different than before.
How can I face this alone.
I feel cheated.
I try to tell my heart that I was overthinking.
That I was overreacting.
That my hormone is hiking up and down without reasons.
But the fact that it's not the same anymore.
Really hurts me.
I didn't expect for gold or diamond.
I only ask for attention.
To show that you do care.
It's the least that I can ask for.
Not more than that.
I just want you to show me that you do care.
But I guess you'll never read between the lines.
What's left is hope.
..that miracles will happen one day.
And I am waiting for that day to come.