Lately been busy with dance training for Creative Showcase that will be held this 22nd..
Rehearsal has started since yesterday (Thursday) and today was the full rehearsal.
I car pooled with my friend because these few days they understand that my emotions is not really stable to drive alone. So they offered me to join them.
I'm quite satisfied with the outcome of the dance choreograpgy. A little bit of me.. A little bit of Ezza.. And a little bit of Zam just to fill in any gaps and smooth up the in and out for the guys..
I was too focused on the girls that I've only realized that I neglected the boys group after few days. It was quite challenging for me this time. Since I haven't fully choreographed any dance piece for more than 8 years.. Ya.. the last one was 8 years ago.. Before getting married. (Itu zaman study!)
But I'm smart enough to delegates duties. 😂
What I learn in life and logically thinking.. A leader always walk side by side with their team.. Not in front. Then the outcome will be more successful.
I can say that I am very proud of my friends today.. All of them..
Frankly speaking.. there was no stress.. no pressure on them at all. I only polish up on the blurry parts.. And yes.. everyday after training class, I apologized to all of them.
I owe Ezza a big thanks.. She followed everything that I've requested. Costumes rental.. Studying videos from youtube and teached the others.. while I'm busy preparing the editing and mixing of the song. She also choreographed the 2nd song. I agreed with an open heart because I trusted her.
Btw. I am joining a BTOB this weekend at MPSJ. Do drop by to enjoy the carnival. Because there are many activities happening there starting Saturday.. and BTOB is on Sunday. I am representing my organisation.. bringing the brand name.. HasilBand.. Peringkat Kementerian & Jab. Kerajaan kalau x silap.. I agreed to join the band since I am able to join them. Hahahaha.. X bah.. because I feel appreciated.. And because of the bandmates.. they're my friends. And its hard to say NO since singing is my Passion!
Another reason for joining mestilah sebab anak kecil balik kampung... jadi x lah risau pasal siapa mau jaga anak. Abg2 dia ni sy angkut ja semua pigi battle. Suruh duduk di siring pentas tunggu mamy siap nyanyi. Hahaha.. 😂
An occasion happened recently. Involving me.. And a 3rd party.. badmouthing me to the bosses.. all that stuffs la.. Mulut puaka org cakap.. Backstabbing kawan sendiri.
But.. I've made a promise not to talk about this again. I learn about 'Lantak La!'. I will keep doing whatever I like to do ignoring all those noisy mouth barking like a dog..
Ya.. One day you will see.. And you will shut your lousy mouth.. dengan sendirinya..
Biar lah dia tu..
Thanks for the advice my sweet friend.. I will always remember it. Thank you for lending me your ears.. Walaupun terpaksa dengar sy membebel.. menangis.. kasi salah diri sendiri.
Hmm.. tu mmg kelemahan diri dari dulu. Kasi salah diri sendiri... walaupun bukan salah kita.
Well.. whatever happens in life.. We still have to get up.. and walk again. Even we're not running. Walking is still an efforts.
All the best and goodluck to me for this Sunday's BTOB.
I'm currently having a flu+fever. But I forced myself to take vit C.. Hopefully will get better tomorrow.. Please la.. Nanti suara sengau.. Huhuhu..
Happy 29th Birthday dear hubby.
No candles to blow.
No cake to cut.
He don't want it.
All we do today is shopping. 😂
He came here last Thursday night.
I didn't expect to have some shopping spree.. but hey.. I like this.
Bukan selalu ada banker ikut berjalan-jalan. Ambil saja he pays it all. And tomorrow sambung lagi shopping.. for my belated birthday that he missed last June.
He actually gave me an option for new phone or something else. I choose instead of buying me new phone, let me do some shopping and saving. 😂
He agreed. Weeee!!!
Ok.. penat berjalan..
What breaks me the most is watching my little one,Sven, fall sick. He's been pooping liquid.. not normal for his age poop.
And the smell is terrible. (Of course lah! Taik bah tu!) 😂
He's been rejecting solid foods since yesterday. I noticed it because before we went to Seremban, I change his diapers twice.. liquid poop.
Usually he will eat everything that I feed him. But now he is rejecting everything except milk and water. I know he's hungry. And I do understand his situation having lost all his taste bud during diarrhea.
Pity him.. Tomorrow I took half day off so I can take care of him in the morning.. I still have to go to work in the afternoon because there's urgent statistic compilation to do and submit.
Owh btw, he is lying beside me currently. His legs is all over my legs. He wanted that skin to skin connection. Mommy knows you're in bad condition baby.. Sabar ya. Besok pagi kita pg klinik..
He's been so clingy to me lately. Its like he understands that he will be apart from me for a month.. Ya. His daddy is coming this Thursday.. Daddy will spend about 10 days here.. and back to Sabah together with Sven. At first I hesitate to let him bring Sven's back to Sabah. But it won't be fair to him if I don't let him take his son.. its only for a month. He wanted to take care of him. So let him be. But makesure you bring him back to me in early September.. I'll go mad if being apart from him more than a month!
Orang cakap prempuan boleh hidup tanpa laki tapi boleh mati tanpa anak.
I've been busy lately.. dance practice every evening after lunch. The CS.. Creative Showcase. We are doing 4 songs in a medley. The 1st song I already done teaching all the routines. Now the 2nd song, a friend offered to do the choreo. So okay.. Let her do it. Today was supposed to learn the 2nd songs routine. But still.. has empty steps here and there. But its okay. Give her time to prepare it well.
Hopefully everything will went well with this programme. Wish us good luck! Haha..
Ya.. I did smiled.. almost cried actually.
We went to McD for lunch.. The 2 crazy girl asked me to join. Ya la.. I'm the driver.. While sitting and enjoying our lunch, those 2 monkey were checking out the guys sitting next to me. There's a glass wall actually between us, and coincidently his face were covered.. there's sticker on the glass. The 2 girls were trying to look at the guy's face. My goodness. I can see the guys sitting uneasy.. it's like he was nervous.. hahaha.. I can see his friend sitting in front him were smiling..and were saying things we can't hear..coz clearly they were sitting outside. Adoiyaaai... Zaman mngurat2 lelaki nih sudah berlalu bagi saya. That's why felt a lil bit weird when the girls were checking him out.
Cepat2 ambil kunci kreta.. bangun.. keluar la apa lg. Hahahaha. Adeih.. They actually told me.. previously they were fat.. but do have boyfriend back then. Once they get slimmer, no boyfriend.. Hahaha.. Sabarlah ya..
Well then.. Till next post..